In a Rut

Is it possible to be stuck in a rut in the middle of Europe with so much to see and do? Yes.

I view ruts as very dangerous things. It makes it possible for one to seek out opportunites to really mess things up. These things can run the spectrum of getting another stupid tattoo, dying your hair the wrong color, or something much more serious. Like personal sabotage to shake things up a bit....which is my M.O.

The moral of this story: everywhere is the same. Six months in one place and you're bound to be like: "yeah...that's an alp...so what?" or "been to Austria, France, Germany, Italy...big effing deal." The more things change the more they stay the same.

Glad I came to this conclusion. I was always looking over the fence at the bright green perfectly manicured lawn of another....thinking how much cooler it must be over there rather than wherever I happened to be.

It's way cooler over here, but that gets to be boring too. So...looking forward to Spain and some sun and some beach. And uh, that's about it.